The Changing

18 August 2011


changing? what is changing? menjadi buruk atau baik? for me? of course la baik... but who see's it? 


>> jap nak fikir... urmm~ ummm... ar... Allah nampak..dan aku tau.. its enough for me ^,^... 


**how about around u? diorang takkan nampak.. dan tak pernah melihat... cuz they are too obses with old me.. 


>>syukur alhamdullilah..i learn how to cook (masakan melayu mmg kiok sikit), now dah tau masak byk benda... *very proud* hoho... baking and western food? leave it to me... (yang tu pakar.. hehehe) then tolong2 ummi tanpa disuruh... my sleep? 


**all my family members start to babbling ang mumbling.. "adik,kenapa hang ni tak reti tido mcm org normal?" , "shahidah.. apa nak jadi kat hang? hang tengok lah.. hang takkan pernah berjaya dalam hidup hang?.. ok, pause it right there~! 


>> who are they to predict what is gonna happen with my future? the one who can change ourselves, is ourselves.. not them.. and they are blind to see it.. hello all~! i cannot sleep cuz i cant sleep eventho i've tried to... =.='' <--- pernah diorang nak faham? answer is............

HELL NO~! ok, pedulikan mereka... as long, aku tak pernah menyusahkan hidup mereka.. its been 2 week or 3 i left by "him".. tapi ingatan aku kat dia.. tak pernah sikit pun hilang.. why? why?? why??? aduh..(no answer) **blank.. 


**life full of surprises.. bitter or sweet.. we never know.. really? actually, kita boleh tahu.. kalau kita usaha untuk mengubahnya.. so.. peace all.. 

p/s: mmg blog aku boring.. dah aku tak reti bab2 blog ni... sabo je la~ >.<'' 

....its me panda... why? tengok mata la... hahaha....

panda never will be with tiger.. cuz they are enemy.. i wish didn't create this connection before.. so that i wouldnt be sad like this ^.^''